BDBD is Proverb 15:13

Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, ‘Sit here while I go over there and pray.’ He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, ‘My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.'” (Matthew 26:36-38; Mark 14:33-34) “…being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.” (Luke 22:44)

“…by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken.” (KJV, ASV) “…an aching heart breaks the spirit.” (WEB) The last several months I endured some unexpected physical pain. Some of it was anguishing pain and none that I want to endure again. What would I do if I knew terrible physical pain was coming, pain that I could avoid but resolved to go through because of love and obedience?” What if I knew that after nearly 24 hours of torcher that included crucifixion, I would die? …by grief of heart my spirit would be smitten. (YLT)

Though Jesus’ spirit was broken because he knew what he was about to be subject to he did not walk away from it. How? He prayed. He believed. Can I do the same? I am just like the disciples. I would disobey Jesus and not pray. I would sleep. I hear Jesus tell me, “‘Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.'” (Matthew 26:41; Mark 14:38) Truly a great temptation is coming. Am I ready?